My torture has become intense. The suicide rate in Spokane, WA is up 700%. I will not take my own life or the lives of innocents.

PACTS, the anti torture group in California has gained international attention to the plight of TI's worldwide. Four countries and the UN are involved. I won't live to see it if it happens,but perhaps some of these vicious crimes against humanity will finally surface.

The jackals are slinking and hissing and snarling, closing in for the kill. Nobody gets out of here alive. Nobody. God watches all.

Currently in a motel. Been here a week. Thug in the room next door hit my door and, when confronted, said he was knocking on his door. Bullshit. Just can't get good help anymore.

22 years of fighting this scum. Peace is a fantasy. Yet, regardless of several intense provocations, I have managed to avoid taking a human life. Many TI's have gone totally off the rails and have killed others and/or themselves. I intend to die with clean hands.

In the wind. Friends and relatives blocked. Murder by a thousand cuts. God watches all.

Stalked like a ten point buck on season opener. It does get old. Very old.

Phone stolen last night. Stalked by many. Pure evil. I am dying. God watches all.

WiFi down for days. Phone stolen tonight. This may be my final entry. The jackals are closing in for the kill. Pray for me stranger. Never quit. Never ever quit.

I am NOT a terrorist nor will I become one under ANY circumstances~! This filth who attacks and tortures TI's define terrorism! You know who you are!!