There's free Wifi all over the county and I am a night creature, so fuck you!

BTW, your shill is a bit nervous these days, living in his little shithole.  You've picked yet another winner...

So now I wander around in the dark looking for a free Wifi feed.  Used the same one now 4 times tonight establishing a pattern, and the shitstains were waiting.  "Unknown network"  now shows.  I'll have to forsake this one and seek others.  Several exist.

I should have remember the old adage from days long past:  never do things the same way.  Always extemporize.

Shitstains are stalking me like a ten point buck on opening day.  But, as I've previously said, a ten point doesn't live to grow ten points by being careless.  Truth is, I no longer care.

Never quit!  Never, ever quit!

C-ya!

Hacked!

The neighborhood shitstain or his handler has totally blocked my Net access.  Spent almost an hour today with tech support and still a problem.
My fault, though.  The connection is open Wifi which allows the snails to duplicate my IP address and raise all kinds of hell.  Fuck them.

I wandered around looking for another connection and found one with some old friends, but I don't want to make a nuisance of myself.  I will have to contact someone I know who may be able to block this scum from creating just another page in a book filled with almost 21 years of continuous, malicious attacks against me.

It is difficult to comprehend the level of pure Satanistic evil that this slime is continuously capable of directed at me, but it's just another day in the life.

It is past obvious that they despise what I write about them here and elsewhere, so the little faggot pussy-boys are retaliating.

Carry on, fellow TI's.!  Never, ever quit!

As a long dead friend was fond of saying, it is what it is.

Interesting night last night.  An obvious situation.  No wonder your boy was smirking.

Now you've jammed up my blog.

No wonder you hit my Amazon feed. The reason is obvious.

C-ya tonight, most likely.

Much more simple to knock on my door today.

\You do, however, have a flair for the dramatic.

I dedicated and repeatedly risked my very life for that airline of yours I flew for and you treat me like this?  As everyone else fled, I remained, to be fired by a fucking crew scheduler cum CEO shitbag who was very likely getting blow jobs from that blonde bimbo.  You know who I mean. Two cunts!

What kind of savages are you?

Rot in hell!

And you will!

Fuck you!

Your boy's all buttoned up for the night. Either that, or he's out on the prowl. Better not prowl here.  Who knows?  He might suddenly lose that recently acquired smirk he's been seen wearing...

Here comes Germany again.  Suppose you finally gave up on Romania.  Fucking idiots!  Germany is riddled with CIA scum.  I know.  I once based there.

You dumfuks can't even successfully hack my computer.  I rebooted three times and, each time, up you dumfuks popped!

Pathetic.

Back.  Fuck you!

I said what I needed to say elsewhere and scared one of your scumbags in the process! Every one of you should be moldering in some concrete hole in Gitmo.  God willing, you soon will be.  Or dead.

HEY, FUCKWADS!  SCUM LIKE YOU ARE WHY
GOD (AND HENRY FORD) CREATED THE AUTOMOBILE!

LMFAO!!  Hey, neighbor! SIX IR lights?  Ever heard of IR jammers?  Do you actually believe that I would mount a frontal assault on your dumb ass?  You have many more enemies than me.

You are a very special kind of stupid.

I am an old man and far from being stupid like you.

You are pitiable.

And very vulnerable to the devious.

Fools/mercenaries must come cheap these days...

Sleep well...

Chatting with a neighbor on the street a few minutes ago and the neighborhood shitstain traitor strolled by and gave me a smirk as if he knows something I don't. So are you pals with the Feebs, 'lil fella?  I could care less.  I likely won't live out the month.  I smirked back.  Four days ago he didn't have the balls to meet my glance.

Bring it, motherfuckers!

Being a TI is SUCH fun!

And my attempt to post the previous story was blocked three times by persons unknown prior to its publication.

You TI's may find this bullshit to be interesting.  I know I did.

I recently read a report that stated that an examining physician found that the Havana diplomats' symptoms were doubtlessly cause by DEW weapons attacks, and, as I write this, I fell under an almost instantaneous itching attack to my left bicep, so there is obviously something to it.  That DEW diagnoses is not mentioned in the following story, hence my naming it bullshit.

Enjoy.

https://apnews.com/9d1b9a8911d64693b839f91cb7059c24

The usual visit to Walmart with my lady.  Three stalkers inside, including the gray bearded fat old fuck who stalked me last week in his car with his wheels up on the curb and headlights right in my face as I stood on the curb near a man entrance waiting on my lady, talking with a friend, and today with his fat old ass parked on a bench inside the store.

Additionally, as I walked out to retrieve my car and pick my lady up, some turd was videoing me with his cell phone from the snug environs of his truck cab. 

They should thank their horned god that we weren't in Florida or there would be wailing and gnashing of teeth in a couple of homes.  (As I have previously mentioned, but some may have missed, in Florida aggravated stalking, such as some asshole shooting video of someone from concealment, is a forcible felony, right up there with murder, rape, armed robbery, assault, etc., and allows the use of  legal deadly force by an armed citizen to end it.)  Wish I had remained in Florida.

SSDD.  (Same shit; different day.)

They know where I live.

All day, heart jumping around like a hooked trout.  Circling the drain.  Wish me safe passage.

May God bless and protect all tormented TI's.

I'm tired of this.  No longer any creativity in my comments.  Just rants.  Stick a fork in me.  I'm done.

Five hits in quick succession from Germany.  In the past, I was often read in Germany.  Then the Romanian VPN began popping up.  Now the same behavior from Germany?  We will see...

That was quick!

I am now itching again, and your pretty boy is 30 meters away.  Are you truly THAT stupid?

I am a student of history, both ancient and recent.  The central theme from the first recorded words is  WAR!

Why should I expect my tiny little insignificant life to be different?

Neighborhood shitbird's reading my mail.  Gee.  Go figger.  Just killed his exterior lights.

Too late, sucker!

Busted!

I went out tonight to leave your torture chamber here where we live and had a coupla beers.  During my travels, I encountered a beautiful, loving dog.  It was quite a remarkable experience.  Yet another beautiful life saved.

As I returned, I noticed your neighborhood mercenary has ALL of his exterior lights on.  You shitstains really know how to pick 'em, don't you?  He is such a total dumfuk.  If I want him, I have him.  Cold.

Fun to watch.

And if one tiny little bad thing happens to this old trailer and you shitstains and your pitiful merc in any way endanger my lady or me... Well use your imaginations.  I am DONE with this  shit!

 FUCK YOU!

Still alive, barely.  I made it through the night.  Am currently under heavy DEW attack.  May not survive the day.  Very weak, sick, nauseous.  The shitstains are having their fun today.  Now I know why that poor bastard Aaron Alexis went batshit a few years ago and  shot up the DC Navy Yard.  These cowards drove him over the edge.  I will not follow him.  They can kill me as they once did my dearest Vikki, but I will never surrender!

Fellow TI's, please pray for me.

Awakened from a deep sleep around 0330.  Right instep itching badly.  They have commonly attacked me with both burning and itching attacks for at least the past five years. They caused my left shoulder and upper arm to burn prior to my going to bed earlier this evening. They know, of course, that I am scheduled to drive around 100 miles later today so sleep deprivation will create a potentially dangerous situation for me.

Thus do devout, practicing cowards attempt to control their targets.

Also felt nauseous and a bit gassy.  Nausea can be caused by directed low frequency sound waves.  These devices are available to the general public to target an enemy.

We inhabit a cruel, vicious world.  I devoutly believe in That Which We Have Named God.  I have experienced His indescribable love once decades ago.  I would give my life at this very moment to experience it now.

This life of ours...

“To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve; to thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this vale of tears.”

I will be surprised if I live until the dawn.

I am on an open Wifi.  Big mistake.  Some shitstain continues to try to penetrate me using a duplicate IP address.  Blocked the bitch so far, but time will tell.

I'm a fool for using open Wifi.  We will see...

After all these years living as a TI, what continues to mystify me is why do the shitstains always pick the dumbest SOB in the neighborhood to be their pet shill?  So far, they're batting 1.000!

Four attempts at penetrating my computer were blocked this evening, but indications are that the Satanists finally made it in..

I am posting on Gab.com, the only free speech platform on the Net and several of my posts have been blocked.  Gab does not block posts or censor free speech, unlike the remainder of the Silicon Valley totalitarian scum.

I am tired.  After 21 years of constant battle with the several different manifestations of Satan's spawn, I am tired.

BUT I WILL NOT QUIT UNTIL I AM DEAD!

My only real friend in this dusty shithole, an ex-Marine and the toughest sonofabitch I have ever known, 4 months older than me, is headed for the VA hospital.  He may not return.  He has fought the good fight.  I hope that my beloved God considers that I also have.

I visited him for  few minutes earlier today.  We discussed that almost all of the bold souls that we once ran with have Flown West.  We are both 76 and have survived many challenges.  We both will hopefully join them soon with a minimum of ceremony.

No fear!

Just now had four blocked intrusion attempts on this POS computer.

The jackals are out tonight.

And you over there, shitstain...

You are such a pitiful case.

Like the Seminole Wind, I know who you are.

You told me.

Well, shitstains, you hacked my Firefox browser to shut me up.

EPIC FAIL!

You dumfuks could have totally alleviated the situation with my neighborhood saboteur with a few simple moves, but you are stupid!

Again, EPIC FAIL!

Pitiful!

Been sabotaged twice since we arrived.  I have identified the saboteur. He is a coward.  I strongly suggest he spend his nights in bed and his days fucking off elsewhere.  It he doubts me, I also suggest he read my post on the possibly terminal dangers of fucking with old men.

Took four minutes before the last post was read, a record.

From Romania, no less.

My, my!

"A man reaches a certain age where he doesn't want any drama.  He doesn't want to fight anyone, and if forced to, he will not fight fair.  He will not quit and there are no weapons he will not use.

It is best to leave him alone with his coffee, bourbon and cigars.

Don't poke the old men.  They will hurt you."

Getting several hits from "Unknown Regions."  Using blocked ISPs.  Gee.  Such a surprise.  Last hit took a bit more than 20 minutes to show.  Romania.  My ass.  Par for the course.

Made your pet neighborhood fuckwad. There's always one. The boy should read up on body language. As transparent as Saran Wrap. Another thug for hire. You never learn. And paranoid as hell, also.  Fun to watch.

I would strongly advise him to avoid me and mine.  Already hit me once.

Better watch it, thug.  I know who you are and where you live.

You took your first shot a few nights ago, shitbird.  Now fuck off and stay away.

Actions have consequences.

I am 76 years old.  A child born during the dark days of WW II when the outcome was far from certain.  I grew up in a pastoral setting in southeast Alabama.

I am well above average intelligence.

I once loved my country, but it has now become unrecognizable because the elitist psychotic, pedophilic, Satan worshiping scum who run it are gradually, inexorably destroying it.

You scum are simply tools of the greedy and insane, doing your masters bidding, consigning your souls to hell for a few grand a week, if that.   You are mercenary slime employed by slime.

You are intentionally and with malice aforethought destroying the greatest experiment in human freedom and individual dignity ever created in human history.  You disgust me.  You are foul creatures masquerading as human beings, as Americans.  You are traitors and nothing more.

God watches all.

For the past 21 years, you clowns have been torturing the wrong man.  I was the patsy and still am.

That stupid, arrogant little nigger who enrolled me in this program was angry at me because I laughed at him, but the other two guys are the ones you should have gone after.

My name was on the paperwork and I did not know it!  I only figured it out much later.

And whomever put that little turd in charge of that highly complex operation should have been executed at dawn for the crime of utter stupidity.

Fucking idiots.  The fat fuck in Florida is your proper target.  He hung me out to dry.

AND YOU DUMB FUCKERS FELL FOR IT, HOOK, LINE AND SINKER!

Back in 2006, I headed for Tanzania for my first buff hunt.  So what did you shitstains do to me?  You bombarded me intensely with EMF radiation every night for 30 days prior to my departure.

What did I do?  I experienced one of the most gratifying, successful weeks of my life and earned the undying respect of my hunting companions.

IOW, fuck you!  I won.  You lost, but, then, only true losers would take the jobs you have.

Right?

Yep!  Another almost instantaneous hit from Romania.  You dumfuks should change that VPN.

It has been a very long war.  March will mark 21 years.  Were we still in
Florida, I could have blown your psychopathic brains into crimson goo and the law would have fully backed me.

Due to the treachery of my worthless daughter and the intrinsic cowardice of her pull-toy husband, I have lost my firearms. I'd bet that if I asked the right Chicano, I could obtain a decent pistol now.  Fuck it. But I am still ready and able to kill you if you are foolish.  Your arrogance makes you vulnerable, particularly to an old man who will welcome death.

No fear!

Three hits within the last hour or so from fucking Romania.  That's GOTTA be bogus as fuck!  If I am wrong then, my Romanian fans, please respond with a comment.  In ROMANIAN!

 You are so totally predictable.  During my long and varied past had I been as stupid as you, I would have long ago been dog meat.

You are childish fools and you will have your little temper tantrums, won't you?

Fucking clowns!

And tonight, as you did last night, you have people stalking the area.

21 years of intense stalking teaches the buck how to surviveopening day!

Fuck off!

BTW, that shitbird in the yellow shirt and black tie who sat in his car with his right side wheels on the curb last week at Walmart is a fucking idiot.  I made his fucking gray bearded face.  Sitting there with his lights on 30 meters from me.  How FUCKING stupid was that?  Hell, I even walked around his car and got his plate number.

Who trains your dumfuks, if anyone does?   Was that calculated to intimidate me?  EPIC FAIL!

Had my lady not been with me, I would have flanked his stupid ass, smashed his window and cut his fucking throat!

Consider that the next time you send a fool on a fool's errand!

Additionally, he has terrible taste in clothes!

Just checked my stats.  Got one hit from an "unknown region."  Gee.  Wonder who that was?  Got 6 from Romania.  VERY likely a VPN.

The shitstains just burned my right arm again.  Guess they didn't like what I wrote about them on Gab.com.

The truth hurts, eh, bitches?

You're part of the same bunch who destroyed Pleasantville CA and incinerated families in their cars with your Satanic DEW's!  Your evil is boundless.

Truth is slowly appearing.

Your day will come. I won't live to see it, but it is coming...

I will fight you until I take my final breath or am too weak to stand!  You are the most utterly despicable creatures breathing air.  You represent your horned god Satan on this earth and were birthed from his asshole!

I won't waste time hating you.

I pity you.

You snailslime attack me and my lady and expect a benign, cowering response?  Fuck you, shitstains.  You remind me of the skid marks in my underwear after three days in the bush!

My, my!  An almost instantaneous hit on the last two!

I have fans!

I hope your dicks rot off and/or your ovaries fall out your holes!

Pussy-boys and/or split tail whores didn't like that last one, so they messed with my feed.

Gee.  What a surprise!

You wouldn't believe what is going on around here.

We left our trailer for two hours on day one and some shitstain snuck in and sabotaged part of our electrical system.  It takes truly bold souls to attack senior citizens.

Cowards.  Snailslime. Psychopaths.  You should all be slowly hoisted by your necks from a handy lamp post (two or more) with your toes two inches off the ground.  I would love to video your faces as your tongues begin to protrude and your faces turn from lavender to purple to black.  Hellava lot better entertainment than the pathetic NFL...

And if you gagged during the process, that would be sauce on the souffle...`

Vikki, tried your email.  Nothing.  You may have crossed again into eternal peace.  I won't be far behind. My heart is toast. I hope that I will receive the same welcome as you did on your first journey.

Satan appears to have triumphed.  There are rumors on the Net of US Special Forces teams snatching Satanists, Communists and pedophiles worldwide and jamming them into holes at Gitmo, regardless of social or economic standing. Gitmo has been heavily reinforced and new construction is well underway. Hope they're more than rumors.  Unless this psychotic slime is utterly destroyed, America will die.  Also heard the Petes killed a few summarily.  Gutshot, hopefully.

Death to traitors!

Long live a free America!

Moved my trailer from where it had been parked to a seniors' campground.  Who should cruise through as my buddy who had towed it was backing it in but a county sheriff's car.  Do I have a tracker on my car?  Perish the thought.  We have some really stupid cops around this Arizona shithole...

The friendly ex cop who worked in the office here in the hotel just disappeared. Didn't show up for work last night. No problem.  I didn't tell him anything you don't already know.  Had the idea from the git-go that he was a ringer.  Appears that I was correct.  As the old saying goes, "If it looks too good to be true, it usually is."

Trust no one.

Live long and prosper, TI's.

Kinda reminds me of the fool who sat in his car in an open field for two days and then got pissed off when I blew his "cover."

Just can't get good help anymore...

BTW, as I walked to the office, I noticed the usual stakeout in the parking lot across the street.  Turd was asleep in his car.

Great job, shitstain!

Relocated to the office after the Net feed finally failed.  Fuck 'em!  I don't quit!

IOW, fuck YOU, shitstains!

Just got a screen notice that my bandwidth is too narrow to watch an old movie in my room. Film is constantly interrupted. Worked well in the office last night.  Shitstains are screwing with my Net feed in my room and have been since I moved in three weeks ago.

Such do cowards and true psychopaths perform.

They were birthed from Satan's asshole, and it shows.

Barely slept for the past three days due to a variety of reasons.   This morning early I took a sleeping med and conked out.  My lady went out for a while, so some shitstain snuck into the room and set the alarm for noon, which woke me from a heavy sleep.

ANYTHING these shitsacks can do to harm or inconvenience me, they do..  I wonder where the
feds find this scum?  In the nut wards in Federal prisons, or those
 who were booted from the FBI Academy for mental instability?

It figgers...

I bet you slime would do that and not even blink, wouldn't you?

Of course you're watching the same film I am, aren't you?

It IS an unsecured Wifi and you have thoroughly hacked me, of course.

Your day will come.

In this life or in the next one, or both.

I pity the poor dumb bastard who is required to sit up all night and read my crap.

Yes, I can write and write well and have been published a few times and read worldwide, but you will see none of that here.  I simply use this blog for two tasks:  to vent my frustration at the sublime cowardice that is commonly exhibited by the jackals who torture us, and to occasionally pass along a recently acquired tidbit of info which may be useful to us TI's.

So be it.

Bingo!

About 30 minutes ago, I was reading an old post when I heard a loud musical tone and my last half dozen posts disappeared.  I refreshed the page a couple of times and they returned.  Now, they show no hits.  I invariably get at least two hits on each post and occasionally more within a half hour of posting. Now?  Nothing.  We old airplane drivers and Airborne troopers call that Charlie Yankee Alpha.  Cover Your Ass. More shitstain perfidy is my best guess.

At one time when I posted regularly here, I had a few followers whose blogs made good reading for us TI's.  I hope they return.  I miss reading their stuff.  Some was quite valuable.

I keep an eye out for anything pertaining to us TI's.  A few days ago I hit on this:

www.biggerthansnowdon.com.

Very interesting read.

Enjoy.

I have no weapons but my words. They will have to suffice.

Some wit once said that the pen is mightier than the sword.  Guess he never had some mad bastard with murder in his heart charging him headlong with a bare blade!

Well, the shitstains just deleted the last few posts I wrote.  Guess they don't care for the negative publicity.

I cannot believe the ignorance and gross stupidity of the bunch who are currently staking me out.  Guess they never made Eagle Scout...

Well, one of my very few fans just popped up.  Gee.  Wonder who that was?

Still here, still breathing by the grace of God.

I cannot believe the incredible ignorance and stupidity exhibited by the pitiable shitsacks who are regularly staking me out and stalking me!  They stand out like fever warts on a pretty girl's ass!

It does become a bit boring watching them make fools of themselves, but it is somewhat entertaining.

Go figger...

Three nights ago I had a heart attack.  As I have previously mentioned, I am 76, have been under tremendous induced stress for over 20 years, so it came as no surprise.

I am a life-long minor mystic and various things have occurred over the past four months which have led me to believe that my mortal death is imminent.  I will go without fear or complaint.

God is Love.  Throughout a lifetime of trials and tremendous obstacles placed in my path, I have  never surrendered. Nor will I.

To the very few TI's who still read this, press on !

Vikki, if you read this and haven't preceded me, I love you.

Keep faith in God.

He watches all.

(Including you shitstains who torment us.  Your places in hell have long been reserved!)

This may be my final post.

I am displaying all the symptoms of the Havana diplomats whose families began suffering DEW attacks in late 2016 continuing well into 2017, as well as some Canadian diplomats.  There was a detailed story on last night's Drudge Report of how the Canadian Government, happily sucking up to the Cuban Communist scum, refuse to help their own people.  The Americans, however, treated ours much differently and treated them.  Some TBI's are permanent and will have lifelong negative effects upon the victims, as will mine. (Having attained the age of 76, I doubt if I will last much longer).

Symptoms include occasional nosebleeds, rapid hearing degradation, and post TBI symptoms of confusion, memory loss, and headache.  Those are my symptoms also.  I experienced a moderate concussion in Tanzania in July, 2009, so I am familiar.

IOW, the shitsacks are slowly turning me into a vegetable.

They are Satan's turds.

God watches all.

  In Florida, they gave me a wide berth because they knew that I would shoot them on sight.  There, the laws supported me as a target of aggravated stalking.

The only way to force these shitsacks to respect me is to terrorize them as they terrorize me.  But I still have my methods and my balls have not shrunk!

But when I was in Montana, my useless daughter stole all my firearms and I am now unarmed for the first time in over 50 years! Treacherous bitch!  Evil bitch!  And oh, so very stupid!

BTW, Arizona sucks!  It does, however, beat the hell out of -34F for a week at a time. There is a reason that the population of the entire state of Montana is less than that of Tuscon, Arizona, even thought it is the 4th geographically largest state in the US.. And it also boasts the highest per capita suicide rate, both among youth and adult populations, in America!  There is nothing there but mountains, forests, a few rivers and miles and miles of emptiness! And brutal boredom.

Got sober, finally.  Detoxed at the great Tuscon VA hospital.  Been mainly sober ever since.  Slipped a couple of times, but I am sober now.

The past five years have been an utter disaster because of the booze.  I often used it to ameliorate the pain of the hits.  But the jackals love it when I drink!  It just makes their job of totally destroying my mind much easier.  So why should I continue to aid the slime in my own destruction?  NO!  HELL NO! No more!

I haven't posted here for months for a variety of reasons.  So Vikki, you may have long ago thought me dead.  At my advanced age, that is a logical supposition.  But I am still standing, albeit a bit unsteadily, and my beloved lady is with me keeping me going, so if you by some chance happen to read this, the hotel manager has been alerted that you might call.  I pray for you daily.  You are loved.

And darling lady, if you are with out blessed Jesus, you have finally found permanent peace from this hellish war that we have endured for decades.

I still fight. I know no other way to live!

FBI crawling up my ass and have been for months.  They must like it up there.  All warm and dark... 

I have no idea why, but I have been under moderate surveillance for weeks and heavy surveillance during the past three days.   Getting the "face" from a variety of scumbags.

Hell, I am 76 and have no firearms.  Why don't they just man up and grab my old ass?

It's a mystery to me.

My beloved Victoria.  I am under heavy, sustained attack and have been for months.  If you have my cell number try that, but the jackals are increasingly attempting to isolate me completely.  The slime have blocked access to my daughters phone via my cell.

If you are still alive and not with your beloved Jesus, you may reach me at this number for this week.  It is a motel where we are staying.  520-466-2522. In Arizona. The manager knows me well.

I pray for you almost daily.

Now I know about what you meant by being burned.  They burn me incessantly.  But you know me!  I will never quit! Their souls will spin in hell's eternal frigid blackness throughout eternity when they finally cross.  Alone, isolated in the icy blackness.

I love you and miss you terribly!

Lotta mindfucks going on.  Assholes staking me out wherever I go. It is long past tiresome. But I will neither commit murder nor suicide as so many other TI's have. I have never taken another human life.  I wish to die with clean hands before the throne of  Jesus.  What will be, will be.

I miss the people of Montana.There are some truly hostile scumbags here.  If it gets any worse, we will move on.

Gained considerable knowledge this afternoon.  Now, I'm sitting in the bar, watching some rabid asshole give me the face!

Feebs really mudsucked me the other night.  The old honey trap. I recited an ancient smuggling poem I wrote four decades ago to the bitch and she lit up like a five dollar Christmas tree!  South Florida was truly jumping late 70's, a different time and different place.  Jimmy Catah was pres then and nobody gave a fuck, including US Customs!  Hell, Florida's governor, and later US Senator, was running loads onto his Central Florida cattle ranch in an old USAF T-29D, AKA  Convair 240!

I recited an old smuggling poem, and a damned good one, to her and she recorded it and said, "I have what I need." (I'll post it here when I have more  time.)

Next night, a snail slimed into our camper and stuck a screw onto my shorts lying beside my bed, meaning, "You're screwed!"

We will see!

BTW, shitsacks are hacking this wifi feed as I write this, deleting passages as  I write them.

They have attempted to subvert the election of our President Donald Trump, negate the election, and continue to betray the oaths they swore to uphold the US Constitution against all enemies, both foreign and domestic, when they themselves are the domestic enemies the Founders had in mind! They should all hang!  Traitors!

I also swore that Holy Oath!  It has no expiration date!

Fuck Montana!  Fuck -34F for a fucking week!  Fuck Black Ice! Fuck empty desolation! Fuck isolation! And, most of all, fuck my pussy-boy FBI-loving son-in-law!  If I had not left, I would have killed him and I have never yet, in my almost 76 years, taken a human life!  That cunt almost made the grade!

Vikki, if you still live, beloved lady, contact me! I'm in AZ Eloy area.  Cell works, but no VM.  Or comment here.  I know he has crossed.  You are a Valkyrie!  A warrior!!  I love you!

Drove to AZ from MT, 5 days.  Fedscum blocked all but one of our motel room phones so that we would have to use the cell. Cunts couldn't tap them all! Pitiable!!

Suppose they thought I was headed south to do a dope deal.

Stupidity is incurable.

Appears as if Strozk's bitch is spilling her guts!!  True Feeb colors shining through!

!

Now in AZ.  Hot as hell!  Fedscum ran a honey trap on me two nights ago.  It never grows boring!

Offline UFN.

May God be with us.

I drove down the road about 30 miles to a small town south of here.  It is located in a scenic valley. 

I stopped for several minutes at the top of a hill and just absorbed the majestic beauty of summer Montana.

For ten minutes or so, God brought me peace!  Utter serenity. The only peace that I have experienced in months, in between the snails multiple tortures and the feebs constant hacking of my various Net channels.

The screen constantly jumps around when I answer a post on Gab or elsewhere. Amateurs!  Can't even properly hack an old man's old desktop!  Fuck me!

Here's a very interesting read, particularly for you fedscum who think you're squeaky clean!

Satan's children, from his asshole birthed!

https://sandiegofreepress.org/2018/07/michael-pollans-how-to-change-your-mind-summer-chronicles-2018-3/

Into Helena today.  Feebs were crawling all over my ancient ass like ticks around an old Cape buff's asshole!  I busted them at least 90% of the time. The guy in the gray pickup in the Walmart parking lot was particularly amusing. Fucking amateurs!

Try Miami for your educations, scumbags! Amateurs are sent to Montana and today, it showed!

Rock on!

We plan to leave this frozen shithole for warmer climes in a few days and the snails are hammering me with the full monte!  Itching, burns, cerebral attacks, nausea, and appetite loss.

I will press on!

Fuck 'em!
.

Still breathing. Survived another day.

I continue to drink too much, but it temporarily alleviates the discomfort from the attacks.  But when I drink too much, my anger bubbles forth and I occasionally write some stupid stuff. Emphasis on stupid!

I hate it!

Feebs now doing a "call divert" on my conversations with my daughter.

Scum!

The FBI has arbitrarily and illegally prevented my access to my personal firearms since last year in direct violation of the 2nd Amendment.  I am going to contact some folks who may be of assistance.

I supposedly threatened Soros on Twitter.  I made no threat. I simply stated what I feel should happen to him, as he is a lifelong, sworn enemy of the United States and constantly and diligently seeks its total destruction by whatever means are available to him.

No threat, but elitists own the FBI lock, stock and barrel, so they climbed all over my old ass and still are.

There has been no logical reason for the FBI to exist since the end of Prohibition.

IMHO, they are a direct threat to a free America.  Millions agree with me.

Ya know, living is so much easier when you have no fear of death...

The pathetic needle-dicks don't like it when I name them for what they are.  They just now hit me hard on my left arm.  Turned bright red and began itching like hell, but I have an effective counter measure.

They are such predictable, pitiable little dog turds.

I mean, what the hell?  It's basic Pavlov/B.F. Skinner.  Psych 101.  I stimulate them with ridicule and they respond with the usual tantrum.

Dumber'n fuck!

Now two hits on each, but none on the last one.

The beat goes on...

One hit on both posts 57 minutes after the entries.

So we will see...

Last post 40 minutes ago.  No hit. Highly atypical.

I always trust my gut.

I smell shit on the breeze!  Something's coming down!

Saturday night.

Snails have pulled back.

Ominous!

Couple hours ago, my lady heard rustling outside.   Oops!

A long night ahead...

Without doubt...

What you sick fucks utterly fail to realize is that God's indescribable love will prevail.  But not for you, because you serve Satan.  I pity you your ultimate fates.

I am not long for this world, so do your worse.  You are only accelerating my mortal departure to, hopefully, the realm of peace.

As God wills it.

I am the freest man you will ever meet.

I have wandered this truly remarkable world almost from one end to the other.  From Antarctica to Iceland.  I have flown the North Atlantic at least 100 times, and the North Pacific half of that.  I have fished the Huon Gulf. I have swam in the Indian Ocean and the Coral Sea.  I have skydived Australia and Jamaica. I have dived the virgin reefs of the Gulf of Tadjoura. I have seen the Andes in the moonless midnight, with the incredible Milky Way shining so brightly through our cockpit windshields that we could almost read our charts by it's stunningly beautiful brilliance.

I have seen Mont Blanc in the morning Mediterranean sunrise, the Himalayas from high above.  I have sailed the Big Blue Atlantic in a small boat, fished the incredible Gulf Stream, that lavender river in the sea.  I once knew the marvelous Caribbean like the back of my hand, as I did the awesome waters and islands of the Bahamas.  I know the Americas, North, Central and South, as intimately as I know my own name. I have seen Africa in all its glorious wonder and also in its terrible agonies.

So, tiny, pitiable men and women who seek to destroy me, you will fail, because I am a mystic, a blessed child of God beloved who has cared for me all throughout my life, presenting me with both terrible challenges and wondrous gifts of successes in my chosen profession.

I have lived my childhood dreams.

I am loved by three earthly angels and by two saints, Ignatius and Catherine, two of the world's greatest mystics.

Therefore, regardless of what torments and tortures that you subject me to, I will persevere past mortal death, without fear.

I pity you tiny, insignificant little sons of Satan, because Hell is your legacy.

God's glorious universe will be mine, because I am a soul warrior, likely the most unusual man you have ever encountered.

You should exercise more caution in choosing your adversaries.

This old man fears you not, nor will I ever!

Now I have all "2's on my posts hit lists.  I called you shitsacks out repeatedly last night, verbally on the house mics and cameras, challenged you to knock on my front door, defined you as who are and that you are cowards, stone killers, Satan's spawn and what you are, and you sniveled as you always have.

No one showed. Gee!  What a surprise!

Cowards!

The only thing lower than a pedophile and a politician on my social scale is a coward!

You 90 IQ fucktards fill the bill!

You are truly pitiable.

I wrote six provocative posts last night. Guess what? I only received one hit on each!  Snail slime are blocking my blog feed because the brutal truth terrifies them!!

Cowards!

I am not at all surprised!

Shitsacks!

Hey, assholes!  How many years have we been doing this nefarious shit? The hard corps shit began in 1998 when I lost my CIA protection, just like I trolled that fedscum in the tire dealership about six weeks ago who screwed his pitiable self through the ceiling and began walking in circles whispering on his iPhone or whatever, giving me the old fish eye!  I'm still chuckling at that dumfuk!  Now THERE was one truly stupid motherfucker!

So the war continues and will until my death.  I suffer from neither illusions nor delusions! You're trying to torment me into lapsing into sheer insanity so I'll kill the first dumfuk I see so that you can really get me tossed into a hole and tear my fingernails out should it suit you! Epic fail!

Has it ever even momentarily crossed your warped, psychotic minds that YOU are the truly insane ones?  Of course not!  You're batshit crazy!

I don't hate you.

I pity you.

You are truly pathetic.

Romania again? 

For God's sweet sake, you are BUSTED!

Sitting here watching a NASCAR movie.  Meanwhile, these sniveling needle-dicked cunts are making me itch, sneeze, I feel like a mosquito is doing pushups in my left ear, or in a nostril, or on an eyebrow or a cheek.  And each and ever time they do it, I raise a middle finger salute to these cowardly scum whose tiny little squirrel nuts will not allow one or two of them to knock on my door and fucking face me, take their very life(s) in their hands, and may the best man walk away!

But they're all CIA/FBI cowardly slime, to the very marrow in their bones.

A free America's most virulent enemies who should all be dragged out by their heels and hanged!

Evil personified!  Satan's spawn, birthed from Satan's asshole, mass murderers, torturers, cowards and bitches, who have actively attempted to overthrow the duly elected president of these United States, and who very likely still are!!

60 million Americans are rapidly running out of patience with this slime! All over America, patriots are firing rounds on the ranges, tuning their shooting skills, building ammo on their presses, stuffing magazines, preparing to kill the enemies of freedom!  You!

You utterly disgust me!

Read this, fucktards!  You are pushing the envelope!  Your masters, your owners, Soros, the Clintons, the Rothschilds, the CFR, the pedophiles, the child traffickers and baby killers and all the rest of the slime who own you body and soul are far from being bulletproof, as are you,  as millions of Americans become more furious and outraged with each passing day at your perfidies and treachery!

Here's some Kipling for you, shitsacks:

THE WRATH OF THE AWAKENED SAXON 
 by Rudyard Kipling

It was not part of their blood,
It came to them very late,
With long arrears to make good,
When the Saxon began to hate.

They were not easily moved,
They were icy -- willing to wait
Till every count should be proved,
Ere the Saxon began to hate.

Their voices were even and low.
Their eyes were level and straight.
There was neither sign nor show
When the Saxon began to hate.

It was not preached to the crowd.
It was not taught by the state.
No man spoke it aloud
When the Saxon began to hate.

It was not suddently bred.
It will not swiftly abate.
Through the chilled years ahead,
When Time shall count from the date
That the Saxon began to hate.




     "This destiny does not tire, nor can it be broken, and its mantle of
strength descends upon those in its service." - Francis Parker Yockey,
IMPERIUM


Keep pushing, motherfuckers!  I will most very likely not live to see you get your just due, but, should you continue on your present path of treachery and murder, (re: Las Vegas), destruction will be yours in a most brutal fashion!

Hell awaits you!

I'm going out tomorrow with my lady.  Details, details, details.  If I see ONE of you cunts shadowing us, stalking us, tailing us or otherwise acting in even a slightly intimidating or aggressive manner, crowding us or pushing the envelope in any way, either my ass is yours, or yours is mine! I prefer the latter...

You can take that to the bank, pussy-boys!

Cowards!  Pedophiles/baby-rapers!  Snailslime!

No fear!

Fuck you, 'lil fellas...

I've been ragging on the snailscum all evening. I've repeatedly begged them to knock on my door.  I have this nasty little blade here that would very handily open ones guts up wide and drop them on his knees. Then, as he lay kicking and squealing like the pig that he is, I'd slash his throat and piss in the hole!

So far, no takers, but that's what cunts do.  They hide in the darkness with their snailscum buddies and are terrified to confront a totally dedicated 75 year-old man, who hasn't feared death since 1966.

So bring it, shitsacks!  Let's rock!  EVERYBODY gets cut in a knife fight!

Having literally spent years in Third World shitholes, I was not surprised in 1991 to test positive for TB.  It was latent and it was treated.

Now, I'm batting .900 on active TB symptoms.

I'm likely on my way out for one reason or another.

It has been a truly fascinating life, both the good and the bad.

The Wanderer no longer wanders.  I came to Montana to die. It appears that I will have achieved my goal.

Slowly torturing and murdering a disabled old man must give you sick fucks tiny little woodies.  Eh?  Great American heroes.

Well, fuck you, faggots!

No fear!

Each time I write a post, invariably within 10 minutes I get one hit.  IOW, some turd is assigned the job of watching my blog.

Dr. B.F. Skinner would love it!  Stimulus/response.  Psych 101!

Hi there, jerkwad.  I hope your hemorrhoids are bleeding...✋

All signs point to liver problems... Impending failure, cancer, cirrhosis...  Who knows?

Everybody dies. The methodology is all that is questionable.

And so it goes...

TI friends, this sub-human slime who daily attack us and try to dominate us must NEVER be allowed to succeed. I believe the thing we seek the most is peace, which is constantly denied us!  So if it is war they seek, take it to them! I have and I do!  I will find peace, hopefully, when I finally depart this vale of tears! No fear!!  Arm and equip yourselves with the courage that God will bestow upon you if you only ask, and kill the enemy!  Strike God's fear into their evil hearts!

Meanwhile, here is this beauty for you.


Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.


Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.

Just checked my stats.  Got a query from ghcams.com. Porn site. Gee, snailscum? Never seen a real live pussy before? Gotta look at pictures?

But, pardon  me! Most of you are baby rapers and faggots anyway, so a real, live, hot, twitching enticing wet pussy must absolutely terrify you.! You only wish you had one instead of those tiny little dicks you use to fuck your young sons and daughters with... Go figger...

LMAO!!

Sitting here making pungent comments on Gab.ai.  The snails don't like it, (and I am good at it, if I do say so myself), so they are hammering me unmercifully and have slowed my entries substantially!

Fuck 'em!!  I will quit when I'm dead!

Still here, FWIW, which right now, isn't much.  I am getting hammered!

Heart's kind of flopping around. Stressed to the max.  This could be the night.  If I disappear, you TI's keep faith in yourselves and in God.  I always have.  I still do.

The rest of you can go to hell.

Gee.  My fan club is out tonight.  Getting hits all over the place, particularly on the past few entries I've made.

I wonder who they are?  NOT.

You know where I live.  I do not fear you.

So come on down. Just don't hurt the two innocents in the house.

But, knowing your MO, you'll nail me on the street.

I'm fading fast. Perhaps two or three months remaining in this vale of tears.

Then, hopefully, peace.

I went back a few years and read some of my older posts that were written in Florida.  In one of them, I stated that I am a practiced killer.  I should have clarified that.  I am, or was until I retired in 2009, a practiced killer of animals.  I was a lifelong hunter.

I have however, never yet taken a human life, regardless of the provocation.  I hope to cross over to the other side without having done so.

But I will defend my life against criminals and thugs.  Have no doubt.

I daily thank God for my wonderful lady, an angel in human form without any doubt, and my beloved old dog.  They keep me going.

The suicide rate among Americans is rapidly escalating. Given the current state of American and world affairs, that comes as no surprise. Here in Montana, we boast the highest per capita suicide rate in America.  Once an outsider spends a couple of years here, he understands why.  There is really nothing here but nine months of winter!

No, I will not take my own life.  I tried that once about three years ago, but was saved.  God didn't want me. The reason was severe alcoholic desperation, and had nothing to do with the snails. So, snails, don't flatter yourselves.

I am severely depressed, drinking too much again, nothing to do but sit here and write and antagonize my sworn enemies, make comments on Gab, and love and be loved by my two angels.

30 years ago had someone asked me if I believed that I would attain my current age, I would have laughed in their face.  Yet, here I am with the lions circling this old Duggaboy.

There is nothing I can do but fight my way through each passing day until God calls me to my rest.

The lions always win in the end.

There is no doubt in my military mind that the Feebs have gone back about four decades to build a case against me.

Trouble is, I was the patsy,  just like Lee Harvey Oswald.

The bitch they're talking to made millions while setting me up to take the fall.

The reaction I got from that clown in the tire store a bit over a month ago confirms it.  He would never have reacted the way that he did had things been otherwise.  Nothing like showing your hole card before the hands have been fully dealt...

The hell of it is, I walked away from that game in 1982 without a backward glance and lived an honest, honorable, hard-working life.  They don't care.

Oh, well.  It's Montana.  It snowed a bit yesterday, June 11th.  Everything here is weird.

My lady and I visited Walmart yesterday for supplies. It is usually stalker central so I'm always on the hunt, and I notice everything! 30 years of experience will teach that to a target, but I only saw one, and, perhaps, two yesterday.

The one I'm curious about was a fairly young, slim, good-looking blond around age 26 behaving in a strange and typical stalker manner, so I doubled back and checked her out.  She glanced at me, quickly grabbed a plastic pitcher off a shelf and scooted! So, odds are, some Fed bitch was looking for a shot at me.

Hey! Equal rights, equal risks!  Right, skank?

On another topic, this TI's blog seen below accuses the FBI of running this entire show.  I don't know if this is true, but I certainly would not doubt it, given their record of FBI constantly abusing Americans' civil rights!  For some unknown reason, FBI believes it's special! Right!

For your perusal...

http://fbiharassment.blogspot.com/

The snails told me in no uncertain terms over 2 months ago that they are going to ensure that I end up in a nursing home and they are working on it.  I am under constant DEW attack and my basic motor functions are being denigrated.

Having accomplished even more during my long life than I had originally intended, I could care less.  Everyone dies and I can no longer am physically able do anything that I formerly was accomplished at doing, other than write, and yesterday I glanced over some of the stuff that I wrote about 25 years ago and it is much better than anything that I can now produce.

So, we either die young, as I always believed that I would, or we grow old and die, as I am now. With God's help, I have defied the odds.

But nobody, snails included, gets out of here alive.

I do not fear death, but will welcome it as, hopefully,  the only real peace, other than momentary periods, that I have experienced since 1982 when that little Fed shitskin enrolled me in this program of constant harassment and torture.  Small men usually take great pleasure in destroying those who have lived greater, more fulfilling and more accomplished lives than they have, and the slime who attack me fit that designation.

God watches all.

The more things change, the more they remain the same...

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/world/2018/06/07/more-u-s-personnel-china-evacuated-over-mysterious-acoustic-illness/680242002/

Thought for the day.  Libscum need not look. You might pee your panties...

Quote of the day...

America is collapsing around us as we watch!

The current events in Tuscon, Arizona, with full mayoral and police involvement, of child torture, mass rape and murder and international child trafficking, condoned and likely sponsored by the elite Rothschild and Clinton scum, are but one of the ever widening cracks in America's armor! The FBI's utterly traitorous and dedicated attempts to overthrow the elected president of these United States is just another one!

This ancient old dog smells civil war on the horizon.

Thankfully, I will soon be gone, with the hounds of Hell still snarling and snapping at my heels!

I do not envy you young ones your future. Learn marksmanship, camouflage and concealment, wild game hunting, processing and preservation as our ancestors did, handloading your own ammunition, how to grow your own food, how to shelter from the elements, and how to communicate among yourselves without using electronic means, the art of war and how to survive without fucking supermarkets, or you will starve!

The large cities will become slaughterhouses!!

If you are very lucky, the American military, or most of them, will stand with you!! The lower ranks may have to shoot their careerist officers, but there is plenty of ammo available!

All I see is war, or you will surrender to slavery to the elitists (if you cower in your little homes), who should be hanged from lampposts, to the very last one!

This civil war will be like no other in recorded history!! The Russian Bolshevik Revolution will pale by comparison!

I HATE war! I long ago saw too much of it, but, sometimes, slaughtering your oppressors is the only alternative to total and complete subservience and the mass executions of millions, as has happened in every Communist and totalitarian nation on earth!

Your young ones are being kidnapped and sold into sexual slavery and then murdered before your very eyes! Watch your young ones carefully or they will be forever lost to you!

Satan and his minions are running amok in America!

So take heed!

Prepare or die!

May God be with you!

God helps those who help themselves!

I write this with an incalculable sense of grief!

NO FEAR!

Just reviewed several posts from as far back as Florida. I got a lot of hits from only God knows who! In one, I promised to shoot any fucking stalker I saw, on sight!

Florida was open warfare!  Montana has been much easier.

As I have previously mentioned, Florida law permits the use of deadly force against an aggravated stalker by a licensed concealed weapons holder, which I was.  Aggravated stalking is a forcible felony commensurate with rape, armed burglary, armed robbery, assault, and murder!  The law is very specific.

Montana, OTOH, is stone age and has no similiar laws.

I was hounded and stalked by that scum consistently.  I had had enough!  Fucking criminals!

After I wrote my declaration of war here on the blog, the fuckers backed off big time! They didn't want a couple or three .45 ACP 230 grain Speer Gold dots in their chests! It ceases being a game when you are betting your very lives that an angry old man will not cancel your fucking rumba lessons!

I am still under continuous, heavy DEW attacks.  Displaying the Havana Diplomat symptoms, 100%.

Takes a lot of courage and integrity to attack a partially disabled 75 year-old man.

I will fight this scum until I collapse from total exhaustion, or die.

Never quit!  Never, ever quit!

Here's an interesting article on the RFK murder... MK-ULTRA?

https://www.thecourier.co.uk/fp/news/scotland/665164/50th-anniversary-did-mind-control-lead-assassin-to-kill-us-senator-robert-kennedy-asks-dundee-author/

Short story.

About ten days ago, I drove to my tire dealership in Helena to check my car's front end alignment. My dog was with me. We sat in the small waiting area.

When I first entered, I immediately noticed a guy sitting there.  FBI poster boy.  Total Feebscum profile.  So I sat next to him and called a fellow TI on my cell.

We chatted for a while.

As some of you may know, years ago I flew for a CIA front airline, doing all kinds of wild shit. Took me worldwide.

So, during our conversation, I said, "I was doing okay until 1998 when I lost my CIA protection."

I knew that the pretty-boy fucker sitting beside me was Fedscum, so I cast my lure. That asshole hit it like a Rainbow Trout after a Mayfly!

He jumped up like his ass was on fire, pulled out his iPhone or whatever they use, and walked about 30 meters to the opposite side of the room, talking, walking in circles and always giving me the old fish-eye!  LMAO!  Triggered another fucking amateur Fedscum!

The idiot had totally blown his cover!

He finished his call, walked to the counter and paid his bill, always giving me the fish-eye!!  It was hysterical!

If the bitch had owned half a brain when I initially, intentionally triggered him he would have sat quietly there beside me and listened to the rest of my conversation to gain more intel!  Nope! He panicked and screwed himself through the ceiling!

It was fun to watch!

This confirms my long-held belief that the Fedscum send their dumfuks to the frozen wastes of Montana!

Un-fucking-believable!

And I still have no clue why they're dogging me!

I have been mercilessly tortured for three months, 24/7! I'm still standing, but it becomes more difficult with each passing day.

It is a fantasy of mine to see each one of these shitsacks caged and immolated like that hapless Jordanian fighter pilot captured a couple of years ago by Blowjob Barry's favorite mass killers, ISIS!

I would love to stand off a ways and listen to their fat sizzle and pop!

Still alive.  Love conquers all!

So, off to bed, with my lady quietly snoring beside me.  Whether or not I will awaken tomorrow morning is in God's hands.

No fear!

I can only pray that if I do cross, that I will finally find peace.

Sick as a dog for two days.  I am still getting the Havana Diplomat attack, full bore.  Snailslime is killing me. Boiling my brain.  Felt as if I was checking out this morning, but I'm still breathing.

So, I've been trying to recover from intestinal distress by prowling Fascistbook.  And, some shitsack keeps messing around with my feed, flipping my screen up and down on a post I'm reading.

Under the "Petty Bullshit" heading,  this is a good one...

Typical snailslime lack of creativity...

I've received almost continuous email pitches for both CBD oil and life insurance during the past several weeks, so it is either just more mindfucks or they're gonna finally finish me off after 35 years of failure on their part to elicit suicide or homicide on my part.  Fuck 'em!

Early this morning, about 0200 local time, my computer began behaving erratically.  I tried to reboot using the Windows software, but failed, so I shut the power off on the unit itself.

I waited ten or more seconds and started it up.  The Widows logo appeared, but instead of the reboot being successful, the logo just sat there on the screen and writhed around a bit for at least 3 minutes, so I powered down again and rebooted again. The same thing happened.

I have seen this once before when the Feebs were crawling all through my life for something I said on Twitter which was construed as a threat.  I am still not certain what.

Anyway, last year the computer did the same thing.  I shut it down and left the house and headed out to somewhere, destination long forgotten.

Parked at the head of my circuitous, long drive was a large pale yellow panel truck with a strange looking antenna array on the roof.  As I drove up the hill to reach the access road, the truck left, moving rather rapidly on the dirt road toward the highway.  I followed close behind.

This was prior to my realization that the Feebs were sniffing my skid marks.  I followed the truck closely to the paved road and it accelerated. So did I.  After a mile or so, I finally passed it.

I deduced that that vehicle had been the source of my computer problem.  The identical thing occurred last night, so the Feebs are obviously having at me again.

I am halfway to age 76.  If they nail me for some ancient crime from decades ago and toss me in the slammer, I won't last a month.

Fuck it!

Last night, you snailslime hit my best friend, my beloved dog.

All bets are off.

Fuck you!

Tortured, 24/7.  I will not betray myself.

I have a good guess on what you seek.  It will not happen, although he roundly deserves a blade in his liver...

Here is an interesting article on the psychotic psychiatrist Ewen Cameron who ran MK-ULTRA for CIA and, of course, the Rockefeller Institute. Let's just hope that the old psycho David Rockefeller is spinning in hell alone and freezing as he so roundly deserves.  Elitist scum!

 http://www.sherbrookerecord.com/content/families-mkultra-victims-taking-legal-action

According to PACTS International, the California TI group, this snailslime has murdered 5 people since the end of 2017 and during the first part of 2018.

Considering the intensity of the snailscums' ongoing hits on me, I will likely be #6.

God watches all.

If this doesn't break your heart, you don't have one!

Today's UK...

This weekend is for them, not us!  Try to remember that as you enjoy your steak and beer!

The same thing can and will happen here unless people begin paying attention!

 

I am physically exhausted from the constant attacks, but I will press on! I know no other way to live or die.

The essence of surviving adversity is nuance.

Anyone ever wonder why I named this blog apocalypto wanderings? Simply because I have traveled far and wide, so much further than about 99% of you turds. And I have seen the Apocalypse.

I have seen YOU, and YOU are the Apocalypse.

You have attacked me for over 35 years, simply because I laughed at that pitiful, little incompetent arrogant Miami nigger shitbag!  You have tried to intimidate me and failed repeatedly, you have denigrated my reputation with those I have done business with, (which, BTW, bitches, failed), you have harassed me and stalked me, hacked my computers, blocked my emails to my lady in Germany,  you have burglarized my various homes and houses, you tortured my two rescued cats to death, you have stolen most of my mementos, and, yet, I am still standing and still holding you in utter, total, and complete contempt!

And not one of you has had the stones to show your face!

Pigs!  Scum! Filth!

Cowards!

Oh, yeah! They're on me tonight like raccoons dining on a dead cat.  Hope you enjoyed the music, boys and girls...

Ya know, I don't hate you. It isn't worth the required emotional effort.  You are beneath contempt.  You reside in society's sewers amongst the viruses, the rats, the turds, the slime and the bacteria.  You are shit beneath my shoe soles. You are sewage. You are truly sub-human!  You are truly pitiful!

Hell awaits you, shitsacks.

Have a nice trip!

So, attack this tired old man! You are proving nothing!!  I will be long dead soon. No problem!  No fear! Sniveling bitches! But I'd bet my small bank account that you shit yourselves each time you contemplate your own mortality!

Yes, you will die. Ten, twenty, thirty years, gone in a flash!  Gone, and soon forgotten.

And, bitches, hell, a frozen black, frigid, solitary, totally isolated hell, awaits YOU! Have fun, fuckwads!

Hell is FOREVER!

THAT is your ultimate destiny!

Snailscum et al are really wound up tonight! I have received 21 hits on the posts that I have published in the past four or five hours! Gettin' to you, shitbirds? Fedscum?  Remember, I am read worldwide and your myriad sins are known and noted!

ESAD!

I have previously told you that the scum have subjected me to the identical attacks that they have levied upon the American and Canadian diplomats in Havana.  My educated guess is that the American intelligence community, entirely devoted to destroying a free United States in order to enslave all free Americans, has attacked Trump's diplomats in Havana. The embassy there, due to these unprecedented DEW attacks, has now been reduced to a skeleton crew. Recently, the US State Department has issued warnings to US diplomatic personnel in southern China, due to identical attacks upon American diplomatic personnel stationed there.

My hearing, during the past two months, as was the case with the Havana diplomats, has been seriously degraded. Three months ago, I received subtle threats from the snailscum to put this old war dog into a nursing home. So far, so good.  I am still on the street.  Only four days ago, I got a bogus phone call from a nursing home. When I attempted to return the call, it was unsuccessful. The message I got was that the voice mail had not been activated.

Tonight, in a busy Montana bar, I could barely understand the conversations underway close around me.  I have lost a tremendous amount of my hearing acuity within the past two months.

I have absolutely NO doubt that I am being subjected to the identical DEW attacks as those carried out in Havana.

None.

A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.

Robert A. Heinlein

May you live as long as you wish and love as long as you live. Robert A. Heinlein
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Instead of trying to make your life perfect, give yourself the freedom to make it an adventure, and go ever upward. Drew Houston
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Instead of trying to make your life perfect, give yourself the freedom to make it an adventure, and go ever upward. Drew Houston
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I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. - Robert A. Heinlein

Unlike you, you psychotic scum!

I gotta say this...in all my years of wandering the world and crossing multiple borders multiple times in well over 100 countries and on all seven continents, the psycho THUGS working for DEA and US Customs are the absolute dumbest motherfuckers I have ever encountered anywhere! Even the Angolans were smarter than you and they are a bunch of savage niggers!

If you shitsacks were any fucking GOOD, America would not be absolutely overwhelmed with drugs imported from all the earth's four corners, and, most particularly, from down south! Your CIA pals own the Afghani opium trade as they did in SE Asia during Nam, the Golden Triangle! GHWB was running that scam, ICYMI!!  Many of you cunts are too young to remember that! Air America! CAT!!  Ring any bells, fuckwads? Fayuca? No? I am NOT surprised! Fucking idiots! Ignorant fools! Incompetents!  THUGS! All muscle, no brains!

All you can do now is bird-dog an old smuggler like me, 40 fucking years after the fact!  Blow me!!

Sad. So very fucking sad!

So far today, I've gotten 168 hits, 157 from Linux systems. 168 hits! I have written nothing controversial.  I wonder what triggered them now? Gee.  Wonder who that could be?  I've only seen this number once before around a year or so ago.

When I write a new post, it averages about a 10 minute wait until some psychopathic snail locks on.  Well, you sub-human filth, read it and shove it up your ass!

Read it, print it, tear the page into little pieces, wad them, up put a light coat of oil on them, wrap them in foil and meticulously shove them up your ass!

A couple of years ago or thereabouts, I read something on another TI's blog.  Went something like this:  "If, after a lengthy period of stalking, burglaries, harassment and vehicle sabotage, your family consistently refuses to acknowledge that you are under attack, it is highly likely that your family is in on it."  That precisely describes my situation and has for years.  NOBODY can be THAT fucking stupid!

NOBODY!!

They should thank whatever God they believe in that I am not a killer, nor will I become one!

One of Ernest Hemingway's most notable quotes...

"Man may be destroyed, but not defeated"

He gave the lie to his own words when he stuck a 12 gauge Boss double in his mouth and blew his wonderful brain all over the ceiling of his home in Ketchum, Idaho and surrendered to his helplessness.

I, however, have not yet reached that level of utter helplessness or despair. One of the greatest minds of the 20th Century, defeated. A man whom I have admired among most other men.

So we will see.

I will fight on, alone.

Here's a new wrinkle from my resident psychopaths...

Earlier this morning, I engaged in a pissing contest on the phone with my daughter.  We are entirely too much alike.

Anyway, after about a ten-minute hiatus, I called her back to apologize. Several times.  No answer.

So back to my keyboard. Then the phone rang. I picked up and heard her say, "Hi, pop." I replied, "Hey, darling, sorry about the argument."

Then, BANG!  The connection was broken.  I immediately did a star 69 to return her call and the last call that I had received was from some shithouse outfit survey company.  NOT her home number.

Later, we spoke.  She did not return my call. She was out with her young son.

So...It is beyond obvious that the snails recorded her phone greetings, initiated a bogus call to me to rattle my cage, so to speak, and their intent is obvious... To generate strife within my own family, to further isolate me.

They blocked my Gmail connection with my lady in Germany weeks ago!

They're normies and as I have previously posted, I firmly believe my SIL is in bed with my enemies, so it is what it is.  I will have to undertake effective countermeasures.

The beat goes on...

About a half hour ago, I felt a stinging sensation on the back of my left hand about one inch aft of my ring finger.  Now, a red mark has appeared.  It is obviously a burn.

The beat goes on.

Update: Last evening, 05/22, before I went to bed, I entered the bathroom, of course, and I felt something wet on the top of my left hand's ring finger.  Blood.  The above mentioned DEW burn began bleeding.  I cleaned and dressed it and went to bed.

They are really hammering me.

I will never surrender!

Being tortured 24/7.  Awakened with a pair of new hematomas on my arms today.  Sitting before the computer at my desk, I get occasionally burned in small areas, also experienced sensations of light itching, comparable to a mosquito walking on me, in various areas of my face, nose, lips, ears, eyes, and so on.

They  are trying to drive me mad, as I mentioned. Well, they can stop wasting their time and return to their favorite tasks of buggering their young sons and daughters.

I will not go mad, I will not commit suicide nor homicide.

I am not a snail-slave, nor will I become one.

I am a fucking man!

One might think that, at my ripe old age of 75,  the betrayals would finally cease.  But my gut instinct, which has kept me alive through thick and thin, so to speak, for decades, is screaming at me to beware of another impending betrayal.

My SIL has his head buried so far up the FBI's collective ass that he can see daylight. He would sell his mother, were she still a viable commodity, into a Tijuana whorehouse to get another promotion. So selling out his aging father in law is merely a slight "ripple in the force", to quote the old Star Wars movie.

By his actions, or lack of them during the past two years I have been living in this desolate wasteland, have taught me much more than I ever wished to know of his total absence of courage, honesty and character, so whatever happens next, I'd bet my last dollar that he already knows what is about to come down.

So fuck him and fuck it!

God has always looked out for me all throughout my life, which has been riddled with miracles.

I am not afraid.

Gaslighted again.

Shoes reappeared when I hit the store for dog food and beer.

Scum!

My blade thirsts for snail's blood!

Snails entered here last night as I slept and stole my shoes!  Last week, they stole a $400.00 Nikon binocular.  I have more shoes.  They are plumbing the depths of the cesspool they inhabit!

Fuck 'em!

Utter psychopaths, but I've already said that. Each and every one should be drawn and quartered! I'd buy the popcorn and the beer as they scream their worthless lives out upon the rack!! So much fun to watch!  Just like merry old England!

Blue on Black.

A song of death.

Kenny Wayne Shepard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V94pBlA4n7U

And for all you fools preaching for a second American Revolution, read this:

“War seems like a fine adventure, the greatest most of them will ever know. Then they get a taste of battle." George R.R. Martin, A Feast for Crows

Man, the slimesuckers, (I know who you are), are all over that post I wrote on the 12th about slimesuckers being all over the post I wrote on November 7th, 2013.  It just keeps getting better and better as you continue to show your hands. 13 hits so far, and counting.  Fuck you! You are evil! I am not! I'm old, tired, and could care less!

BTW, one of your boys totally blew his cover the other day in a tire shop.  I suckered him and he struck the bait like a hungry wahoo!  It was fun to watch.  I was sitting adjacent to him in a customer waiting area with my dog, waiting on maintenance to be done on my car, and called a fellow TI friend.  

I had made this guy right after I first walked into the store. He stuck out like a hard-on in a convent.  So I tossed him a bone with a seemingly casual remark to my friend and man, it was fun to watch!

He jumped up and grabbed his iPhone, or whatever, walked abut 40' away from me to the opposite side of the show room, began conversing, walking in circles, always giving me the old fish-eye, finally ended his call, and checked out with the cashier, still giving me the fish eye.  I had to restrain myself from laughing out loud.  Pitiful. Who trains these people?

The constant torture continues.  They seem to be dedicated to initially driving me mad and then killing me, as they have killed others, and will continue to kill those who laugh and sneer at them and publicize their horrible crimes against humanity.

You TI's know how it goes... the death of a thousand cuts.

Well, after 35+ years of this shit, this old man is still standing. I do not fear death, but they should be quite concerned about their eventual fates when they cross, as do we all.  Odds are, theirs will be remarkably unpleasant for a very long time. Forever, in fact.  Forever.

Actions have consequences both on this level and in the next.

No one gets out of here alive.

We are not bodies with souls, but souls with bodies.

Make no mistake, psychopaths.  Your day of reckoning will soon arrive. Sooner than you think!

Hell awaits you!


And hell is cold, not hot. Icy cold!  It is utterly black and frigid.  You slime will slowly spin alone, totally isolated, in the utter blackness, and will have all of eternity to contemplate your crimes!   You deserve it!

Enjoy your ride...

Enjoy the ride, psychopaths!

Beauty in the midst of utter chaos.

Never exclude beauty from your lives, or your souls will wither and die.

John Anderson

Seminole Wind.

I lived on the edge of the Glades for 12 years until I lost it all in two hours from hurricane Andrew in August, 1992.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8sh9P3X33w&lc=z13mtxtjwuebeldc3231z5cy4ve1fd0aa04.1526133288352680

I have been getting several hits on my November 7, 2013 post commenting about the photo that I just reposted a couple of days ago, The Wanderer.  I have no clue why, but if you are simply more slime attempting to destroy me, go fuck your foul selves!  You know where I live and I am already half dead from the constant hits anyway.

That was five years ago, you fucking fools, when I had a nigger parked in a pickup staking out my house every night.  I had every legal right to blow his head off for the crime of aggravated stalking, which, in Florida as I have previously mentioned, is a forcible felony commensurate with rape, assault, and murder, but I restrained myself. Looking back five years later, I regret my decision.

I am, however, not a killer, nor have I ever killed anyone in my 75 years. This, of course, does not mean that I will not take a life in defense of my own, so if you're interested...

Just received a phone call from some hearing aid company.  Bitch on the phone wouldn't shut up. Said they understand that someone in my household is suffering from hearing loss!  Gee!  How about that?  LMAO!  Wonder what slime-slurping fucktard initiated that harassing phone call?

I get these calls frequently from various sources.

SSDD.

(Same shit; different day...)

Still getting hit with the full Havana Diplomat treatment.  I am manifesting the identical symptoms.  Short term memory loss, hearing loss, spatial disorientation, dizziness, and very likely a TBI, but I have not yet been checked for it.  I had one in Africa in 2009, a concussion from a fall, and my current symptoms are almost identical to that.

My lady is due in from Europe in a couple of weeks.  I hope they don't kill me before she can arrive, because the baby-rapers are nailing me with the full monte!

I have a dear friend, also a TI, who "died" several years ago and returned after an excursion on the other side.  Her predictions of the eventual disaster which will befall these spawns of Satan is the definition of horrible.  Everybody dies. That includes snails, as well.  So have your fun now, shitsacks! When you cross over, your fun will have ended.

For eternity!

The snails have totally hacked my Gmail and are blocking messages between me and my lady in Europe. Odds are, these slimeballs pulled the wings off flies and scalded cats when they were kids!  Truly some sick SOB's!

$400.00 Nikon binocular stolen from my car. Thieves, pedos and politicians...all down there at the bottom of the list of acceptable creatures.

The more things change, the more they remain the same.

They put one on me this evening in my favorite pub. FBI, CIA? Stone liar, nevertheless. Fucking retard!  Transparent as a sheet of Cling Wrap. Lied to me to attempt to gain my confidence.  Pathetic.

Just sitting here drinking some good Montana craft ale and listening to Boz Skaggs.  Smooth.  Out all afternoon. Got tired of the hits.

Nice afternoon, for a change.

Fuck sitting here getting hammered by DEW's. It's a beautiful world out there.

Montana spring. Summer's coming after 8 months of fucking snow!

Color me gone!

Our dear friends, the psychiatrists...

MK-ULTRA...

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/may/03/montreal-brainwashing-allan-memorial-institute

Rock on!

Kenny Wayne Shepard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V94pBlA4n7U

FUCK the murderous FBI and CIA!

They are all about DEATH!

Somewhat to my surprise, I survived the night. Slept fairly well.

These days, each time I take to my bed, I ask God and Jesus to protect my loved ones and, if He chooses to take me in my sleep, to forgive me.  I can do no more, nor do I fear the crossing.  But my family is out of town and I am concerned about my old dog who would be here alone.  I leave food and water out for her, just in case.

Another thing I have forgotten to mention... The snails have hacked my Gmail spellcheck and several words I commonly misspell are not flagged, so I must proof read each post, email and comments on other venues for typos, which I normally do anyway.  No big deal.  Just more cuts in the Death of a Thousand Cuts.

Press on!

Nothing like an 8 hour-long induced headache to make my night.  Of course, after the years of radiation I've absorbed through my skull, it could very well be a brain tumor.  Who knows?  If I survive long enough, I guess I will find out...

One single emotion permeates my entire being:  utter disgust!

This semi-human filth exits only to satisfy their overwhelming psychopathic urges, and to cause pain to others.  They have no other reason to live.

God watches all!

What you may very well be reading are among my final words.

There is no one left alive to write my epitaph.

A few will mourn me, perhaps, my family and two or three old flying buddies I still remain in contact with.

And, of course, my beloved lady.

There is no one else, but it is not important.  I will be long gone on my final, greatest adventure.

May my Beloved God have mercy on my soul.

Well, they've backed off, for now. Suppose the guy with his finger on the button had to go suck a few dicks at a nearby bathhouse... Slurp some protein...

Go figger...

I have been hit with irregular itching and burning all afternoon. It is a common harassment tactic. I mentioned it to a friend with a medical background, also a TI. She told me that they elicit a histamine response via their electronics which causes the itching.

They do elicit my terrorist responses.  I'd love to tie one down and tickle his tiny little balls with a propane torch, but, of course, that is totally impossible and preposterous to contemplate, but it would be fun...

I will leave my revenge up to my beloved God.  Everyone dies.  They will cross over as we all do, and, if you doubt that, there are several good books on so-called "near-death" experiences.

From what I have been able to ascertain over the past few decades, their experiences will be singularly unpleasant.

They continue to harass me with emailed life insurance solicitations.  The way they have been hitting me almost since my lady left for Europe on March 19, they very well may have killed me.  I am tired constantly, tired and weak.

Their cowardice knows no bounds!  Spewed from Satan's asshole, without doubt!  Slowly murdering a 75 year-old disabled man who is alone but for his furry friend takes no courage whatsoever to accomplish.

So we will see...

Perhaps I have partially misjudged my son in law.  I am a tough motherfucker. He is not.

His father, a Pearl Harbor vet, recently died. His father was his anchor to reality, but he never taught his son to survive on the street. He is very naive and easily cucked. He lacks street sense.

Here in the backward state of Montana where the Feebs send their losers, is a relatively safe place. A tiny minority of blacks and Muslims are here, so there is little threat.

But if you live in South Florida for 40 years, you soon learn to never leave your house without a .45 on your hip.

He would not survive the hostile environments of Addis, or Nairobi, nor Joburg, nor Luanda or Benguela, or Barranquilla, or even Miami. I did, and I thrived. So, perhaps, instead of being angry at him for his ignorance, I should pity him.

I cannot teach him. His hubris and arrogance prevent that. I would like to, but he will not allow it. His loss.

I believe that they have finally killed me.  I feel worse with each passing day.

I am old.  75. I obviously lack the stamina I once had and they continue to hammer me.

It is only a matter of time.

God watches all.

As I sit here watching a movie, they are burning me and making my eyes itch. Nothing new. Just more pure evil from the spawn of Satan's asshole.

Got 25 hits from Linux users so far today alone.  The Feds use Linux, so they are crawling all over me.  No surprise there.

I am old.  I am tired. But I do not know how to quit.  It is in my DNA. And, of course, once one becomes a TI, there is no relief but death.

I will not take my own life.  I believe that to be a mortal sin.  Nor will I kill anyone unless I am attacked.

I will not be manipulated nor tortured into breaking those promises.

Before God, I swear it.

I was on the phone with a friend in the bedroom a few minutes ago.  My dog began acting strangely, so I ended the convo and returned here to the kitchen.

Then, I checked this blog and, for the second time in around 4 days, the top 15 or 20 posts had disappeared.

I had to close it and reopen it to get them back.

The snails are in my machine like ticks around a Cape buffalo's asshole.

The snails are doing everything within their power to prevent me from leaving Montana.  I am under constant, unrelenting DEW attack.  It is having a definite effect upon my ability to accomplish even minor tasks.  And, of course, I am positive the psychopaths are enjoying themselves because that is what psychopaths do!

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”
― H. Jackson Brown Jr., P.S. I Love You

“You don't have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.”
― C.S. Lewis

“The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.”
― Mark Twain

I have, and I am.

To know what you know and to know what you don't know, that is real wisdom. ~ Confucius

Former Supreme Court Justice Louis Brandeis wrote in 1928, the framers of the Constitution sought "to protect Americans in their beliefs, their thoughts, their emotions, and their sensations." It is for this reason that they established, as against the government, the right to be let alone as "the most comprehensive of rights and the right most valued by civilized men."


Millions of people across this country and the globe are being targeted in various ways by a growing number of covert harassment groups. Citizens are being watched, tracked, monitored, harassed, and tortured; their private lives invaded, ruined, and many kept in virtual isolation from friends and family.

Any man who fears death has never truly lived.

"Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take, but as for me, give me Liberty or give me Death!"                                                                                              Patrick Henry

This is my all time favorite:



"A man may be destroyed, but not defeated."

                          Ernest Hemingway

"We cannot confront solitude without moral resources" 

 ~ Honore De Balzac

“Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you've felt that way.”
― Charles Bukowski

I have posted this previously, but it is always worth a second read...

  Invictus

Out of the night that covers me, 
Black as the Pit from pole to pole, 
I thank whatever gods may be 
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance 
I have not winced nor cried aloud. 
 Under the bludgeonings of chance 
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears 
Looms but the Horror of the shade, 
And yet the menace of the years 
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate, 
How charged with punishments the scroll. 
I am the master of my fate: 
I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley