Tortured, 24/7.  I will not betray myself.

I have a good guess on what you seek.  It will not happen, although he roundly deserves a blade in his liver...

Here is an interesting article on the psychotic psychiatrist Ewen Cameron who ran MK-ULTRA for CIA and, of course, the Rockefeller Institute. Let's just hope that the old psycho David Rockefeller is spinning in hell alone and freezing as he so roundly deserves.  Elitist scum!

 http://www.sherbrookerecord.com/content/families-mkultra-victims-taking-legal-action

According to PACTS International, the California TI group, this snailslime has murdered 5 people since the end of 2017 and during the first part of 2018.

Considering the intensity of the snailscums' ongoing hits on me, I will likely be #6.

God watches all.

If this doesn't break your heart, you don't have one!

Today's UK...

This weekend is for them, not us!  Try to remember that as you enjoy your steak and beer!

The same thing can and will happen here unless people begin paying attention!

 

I am physically exhausted from the constant attacks, but I will press on! I know no other way to live or die.

The essence of surviving adversity is nuance.

Anyone ever wonder why I named this blog apocalypto wanderings? Simply because I have traveled far and wide, so much further than about 99% of you turds. And I have seen the Apocalypse.

I have seen YOU, and YOU are the Apocalypse.

You have attacked me for over 35 years, simply because I laughed at that pitiful, little incompetent arrogant Miami nigger shitbag!  You have tried to intimidate me and failed repeatedly, you have denigrated my reputation with those I have done business with, (which, BTW, bitches, failed), you have harassed me and stalked me, hacked my computers, blocked my emails to my lady in Germany,  you have burglarized my various homes and houses, you tortured my two rescued cats to death, you have stolen most of my mementos, and, yet, I am still standing and still holding you in utter, total, and complete contempt!

And not one of you has had the stones to show your face!

Pigs!  Scum! Filth!

Cowards!

Oh, yeah! They're on me tonight like raccoons dining on a dead cat.  Hope you enjoyed the music, boys and girls...

Ya know, I don't hate you. It isn't worth the required emotional effort.  You are beneath contempt.  You reside in society's sewers amongst the viruses, the rats, the turds, the slime and the bacteria.  You are shit beneath my shoe soles. You are sewage. You are truly sub-human!  You are truly pitiful!

Hell awaits you, shitsacks.

Have a nice trip!

So, attack this tired old man! You are proving nothing!!  I will be long dead soon. No problem!  No fear! Sniveling bitches! But I'd bet my small bank account that you shit yourselves each time you contemplate your own mortality!

Yes, you will die. Ten, twenty, thirty years, gone in a flash!  Gone, and soon forgotten.

And, bitches, hell, a frozen black, frigid, solitary, totally isolated hell, awaits YOU! Have fun, fuckwads!

Hell is FOREVER!

THAT is your ultimate destiny!

Snailscum et al are really wound up tonight! I have received 21 hits on the posts that I have published in the past four or five hours! Gettin' to you, shitbirds? Fedscum?  Remember, I am read worldwide and your myriad sins are known and noted!

ESAD!

I have previously told you that the scum have subjected me to the identical attacks that they have levied upon the American and Canadian diplomats in Havana.  My educated guess is that the American intelligence community, entirely devoted to destroying a free United States in order to enslave all free Americans, has attacked Trump's diplomats in Havana. The embassy there, due to these unprecedented DEW attacks, has now been reduced to a skeleton crew. Recently, the US State Department has issued warnings to US diplomatic personnel in southern China, due to identical attacks upon American diplomatic personnel stationed there.

My hearing, during the past two months, as was the case with the Havana diplomats, has been seriously degraded. Three months ago, I received subtle threats from the snailscum to put this old war dog into a nursing home. So far, so good.  I am still on the street.  Only four days ago, I got a bogus phone call from a nursing home. When I attempted to return the call, it was unsuccessful. The message I got was that the voice mail had not been activated.

Tonight, in a busy Montana bar, I could barely understand the conversations underway close around me.  I have lost a tremendous amount of my hearing acuity within the past two months.

I have absolutely NO doubt that I am being subjected to the identical DEW attacks as those carried out in Havana.

None.

A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.

Robert A. Heinlein

May you live as long as you wish and love as long as you live. Robert A. Heinlein
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Instead of trying to make your life perfect, give yourself the freedom to make it an adventure, and go ever upward. Drew Houston
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Instead of trying to make your life perfect, give yourself the freedom to make it an adventure, and go ever upward. Drew Houston
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I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. - Robert A. Heinlein

Unlike you, you psychotic scum!

I gotta say this...in all my years of wandering the world and crossing multiple borders multiple times in well over 100 countries and on all seven continents, the psycho THUGS working for DEA and US Customs are the absolute dumbest motherfuckers I have ever encountered anywhere! Even the Angolans were smarter than you and they are a bunch of savage niggers!

If you shitsacks were any fucking GOOD, America would not be absolutely overwhelmed with drugs imported from all the earth's four corners, and, most particularly, from down south! Your CIA pals own the Afghani opium trade as they did in SE Asia during Nam, the Golden Triangle! GHWB was running that scam, ICYMI!!  Many of you cunts are too young to remember that! Air America! CAT!!  Ring any bells, fuckwads? Fayuca? No? I am NOT surprised! Fucking idiots! Ignorant fools! Incompetents!  THUGS! All muscle, no brains!

All you can do now is bird-dog an old smuggler like me, 40 fucking years after the fact!  Blow me!!

Sad. So very fucking sad!

So far today, I've gotten 168 hits, 157 from Linux systems. 168 hits! I have written nothing controversial.  I wonder what triggered them now? Gee.  Wonder who that could be?  I've only seen this number once before around a year or so ago.

When I write a new post, it averages about a 10 minute wait until some psychopathic snail locks on.  Well, you sub-human filth, read it and shove it up your ass!

Read it, print it, tear the page into little pieces, wad them, up put a light coat of oil on them, wrap them in foil and meticulously shove them up your ass!

A couple of years ago or thereabouts, I read something on another TI's blog.  Went something like this:  "If, after a lengthy period of stalking, burglaries, harassment and vehicle sabotage, your family consistently refuses to acknowledge that you are under attack, it is highly likely that your family is in on it."  That precisely describes my situation and has for years.  NOBODY can be THAT fucking stupid!

NOBODY!!

They should thank whatever God they believe in that I am not a killer, nor will I become one!

One of Ernest Hemingway's most notable quotes...

"Man may be destroyed, but not defeated"

He gave the lie to his own words when he stuck a 12 gauge Boss double in his mouth and blew his wonderful brain all over the ceiling of his home in Ketchum, Idaho and surrendered to his helplessness.

I, however, have not yet reached that level of utter helplessness or despair. One of the greatest minds of the 20th Century, defeated. A man whom I have admired among most other men.

So we will see.

I will fight on, alone.

Here's a new wrinkle from my resident psychopaths...

Earlier this morning, I engaged in a pissing contest on the phone with my daughter.  We are entirely too much alike.

Anyway, after about a ten-minute hiatus, I called her back to apologize. Several times.  No answer.

So back to my keyboard. Then the phone rang. I picked up and heard her say, "Hi, pop." I replied, "Hey, darling, sorry about the argument."

Then, BANG!  The connection was broken.  I immediately did a star 69 to return her call and the last call that I had received was from some shithouse outfit survey company.  NOT her home number.

Later, we spoke.  She did not return my call. She was out with her young son.

So...It is beyond obvious that the snails recorded her phone greetings, initiated a bogus call to me to rattle my cage, so to speak, and their intent is obvious... To generate strife within my own family, to further isolate me.

They blocked my Gmail connection with my lady in Germany weeks ago!

They're normies and as I have previously posted, I firmly believe my SIL is in bed with my enemies, so it is what it is.  I will have to undertake effective countermeasures.

The beat goes on...

About a half hour ago, I felt a stinging sensation on the back of my left hand about one inch aft of my ring finger.  Now, a red mark has appeared.  It is obviously a burn.

The beat goes on.

Update: Last evening, 05/22, before I went to bed, I entered the bathroom, of course, and I felt something wet on the top of my left hand's ring finger.  Blood.  The above mentioned DEW burn began bleeding.  I cleaned and dressed it and went to bed.

They are really hammering me.

I will never surrender!

Being tortured 24/7.  Awakened with a pair of new hematomas on my arms today.  Sitting before the computer at my desk, I get occasionally burned in small areas, also experienced sensations of light itching, comparable to a mosquito walking on me, in various areas of my face, nose, lips, ears, eyes, and so on.

They  are trying to drive me mad, as I mentioned. Well, they can stop wasting their time and return to their favorite tasks of buggering their young sons and daughters.

I will not go mad, I will not commit suicide nor homicide.

I am not a snail-slave, nor will I become one.

I am a fucking man!

One might think that, at my ripe old age of 75,  the betrayals would finally cease.  But my gut instinct, which has kept me alive through thick and thin, so to speak, for decades, is screaming at me to beware of another impending betrayal.

My SIL has his head buried so far up the FBI's collective ass that he can see daylight. He would sell his mother, were she still a viable commodity, into a Tijuana whorehouse to get another promotion. So selling out his aging father in law is merely a slight "ripple in the force", to quote the old Star Wars movie.

By his actions, or lack of them during the past two years I have been living in this desolate wasteland, have taught me much more than I ever wished to know of his total absence of courage, honesty and character, so whatever happens next, I'd bet my last dollar that he already knows what is about to come down.

So fuck him and fuck it!

God has always looked out for me all throughout my life, which has been riddled with miracles.

I am not afraid.

Gaslighted again.

Shoes reappeared when I hit the store for dog food and beer.

Scum!

My blade thirsts for snail's blood!

Snails entered here last night as I slept and stole my shoes!  Last week, they stole a $400.00 Nikon binocular.  I have more shoes.  They are plumbing the depths of the cesspool they inhabit!

Fuck 'em!

Utter psychopaths, but I've already said that. Each and every one should be drawn and quartered! I'd buy the popcorn and the beer as they scream their worthless lives out upon the rack!! So much fun to watch!  Just like merry old England!

Blue on Black.

A song of death.

Kenny Wayne Shepard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V94pBlA4n7U

And for all you fools preaching for a second American Revolution, read this:

“War seems like a fine adventure, the greatest most of them will ever know. Then they get a taste of battle." George R.R. Martin, A Feast for Crows

Man, the slimesuckers, (I know who you are), are all over that post I wrote on the 12th about slimesuckers being all over the post I wrote on November 7th, 2013.  It just keeps getting better and better as you continue to show your hands. 13 hits so far, and counting.  Fuck you! You are evil! I am not! I'm old, tired, and could care less!

BTW, one of your boys totally blew his cover the other day in a tire shop.  I suckered him and he struck the bait like a hungry wahoo!  It was fun to watch.  I was sitting adjacent to him in a customer waiting area with my dog, waiting on maintenance to be done on my car, and called a fellow TI friend.  

I had made this guy right after I first walked into the store. He stuck out like a hard-on in a convent.  So I tossed him a bone with a seemingly casual remark to my friend and man, it was fun to watch!

He jumped up and grabbed his iPhone, or whatever, walked abut 40' away from me to the opposite side of the show room, began conversing, walking in circles, always giving me the old fish-eye, finally ended his call, and checked out with the cashier, still giving me the fish eye.  I had to restrain myself from laughing out loud.  Pitiful. Who trains these people?

The constant torture continues.  They seem to be dedicated to initially driving me mad and then killing me, as they have killed others, and will continue to kill those who laugh and sneer at them and publicize their horrible crimes against humanity.

You TI's know how it goes... the death of a thousand cuts.

Well, after 35+ years of this shit, this old man is still standing. I do not fear death, but they should be quite concerned about their eventual fates when they cross, as do we all.  Odds are, theirs will be remarkably unpleasant for a very long time. Forever, in fact.  Forever.

Actions have consequences both on this level and in the next.

No one gets out of here alive.

We are not bodies with souls, but souls with bodies.

Make no mistake, psychopaths.  Your day of reckoning will soon arrive. Sooner than you think!

Hell awaits you!


And hell is cold, not hot. Icy cold!  It is utterly black and frigid.  You slime will slowly spin alone, totally isolated, in the utter blackness, and will have all of eternity to contemplate your crimes!   You deserve it!

Enjoy your ride...

Enjoy the ride, psychopaths!

Beauty in the midst of utter chaos.

Never exclude beauty from your lives, or your souls will wither and die.

John Anderson

Seminole Wind.

I lived on the edge of the Glades for 12 years until I lost it all in two hours from hurricane Andrew in August, 1992.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8sh9P3X33w&lc=z13mtxtjwuebeldc3231z5cy4ve1fd0aa04.1526133288352680

I have been getting several hits on my November 7, 2013 post commenting about the photo that I just reposted a couple of days ago, The Wanderer.  I have no clue why, but if you are simply more slime attempting to destroy me, go fuck your foul selves!  You know where I live and I am already half dead from the constant hits anyway.

That was five years ago, you fucking fools, when I had a nigger parked in a pickup staking out my house every night.  I had every legal right to blow his head off for the crime of aggravated stalking, which, in Florida as I have previously mentioned, is a forcible felony commensurate with rape, assault, and murder, but I restrained myself. Looking back five years later, I regret my decision.

I am, however, not a killer, nor have I ever killed anyone in my 75 years. This, of course, does not mean that I will not take a life in defense of my own, so if you're interested...

Just received a phone call from some hearing aid company.  Bitch on the phone wouldn't shut up. Said they understand that someone in my household is suffering from hearing loss!  Gee!  How about that?  LMAO!  Wonder what slime-slurping fucktard initiated that harassing phone call?

I get these calls frequently from various sources.

SSDD.

(Same shit; different day...)

Still getting hit with the full Havana Diplomat treatment.  I am manifesting the identical symptoms.  Short term memory loss, hearing loss, spatial disorientation, dizziness, and very likely a TBI, but I have not yet been checked for it.  I had one in Africa in 2009, a concussion from a fall, and my current symptoms are almost identical to that.

My lady is due in from Europe in a couple of weeks.  I hope they don't kill me before she can arrive, because the baby-rapers are nailing me with the full monte!

I have a dear friend, also a TI, who "died" several years ago and returned after an excursion on the other side.  Her predictions of the eventual disaster which will befall these spawns of Satan is the definition of horrible.  Everybody dies. That includes snails, as well.  So have your fun now, shitsacks! When you cross over, your fun will have ended.

For eternity!

The snails have totally hacked my Gmail and are blocking messages between me and my lady in Europe. Odds are, these slimeballs pulled the wings off flies and scalded cats when they were kids!  Truly some sick SOB's!

$400.00 Nikon binocular stolen from my car. Thieves, pedos and politicians...all down there at the bottom of the list of acceptable creatures.

The more things change, the more they remain the same.

They put one on me this evening in my favorite pub. FBI, CIA? Stone liar, nevertheless. Fucking retard!  Transparent as a sheet of Cling Wrap. Lied to me to attempt to gain my confidence.  Pathetic.

Just sitting here drinking some good Montana craft ale and listening to Boz Skaggs.  Smooth.  Out all afternoon. Got tired of the hits.

Nice afternoon, for a change.

Fuck sitting here getting hammered by DEW's. It's a beautiful world out there.

Montana spring. Summer's coming after 8 months of fucking snow!

Color me gone!

Our dear friends, the psychiatrists...

MK-ULTRA...

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/may/03/montreal-brainwashing-allan-memorial-institute

Rock on!

Kenny Wayne Shepard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V94pBlA4n7U

FUCK the murderous FBI and CIA!

They are all about DEATH!

Somewhat to my surprise, I survived the night. Slept fairly well.

These days, each time I take to my bed, I ask God and Jesus to protect my loved ones and, if He chooses to take me in my sleep, to forgive me.  I can do no more, nor do I fear the crossing.  But my family is out of town and I am concerned about my old dog who would be here alone.  I leave food and water out for her, just in case.

Another thing I have forgotten to mention... The snails have hacked my Gmail spellcheck and several words I commonly misspell are not flagged, so I must proof read each post, email and comments on other venues for typos, which I normally do anyway.  No big deal.  Just more cuts in the Death of a Thousand Cuts.

Press on!

Nothing like an 8 hour-long induced headache to make my night.  Of course, after the years of radiation I've absorbed through my skull, it could very well be a brain tumor.  Who knows?  If I survive long enough, I guess I will find out...

One single emotion permeates my entire being:  utter disgust!

This semi-human filth exits only to satisfy their overwhelming psychopathic urges, and to cause pain to others.  They have no other reason to live.

God watches all!

What you may very well be reading are among my final words.

There is no one left alive to write my epitaph.

A few will mourn me, perhaps, my family and two or three old flying buddies I still remain in contact with.

And, of course, my beloved lady.

There is no one else, but it is not important.  I will be long gone on my final, greatest adventure.

May my Beloved God have mercy on my soul.

Well, they've backed off, for now. Suppose the guy with his finger on the button had to go suck a few dicks at a nearby bathhouse... Slurp some protein...

Go figger...

I have been hit with irregular itching and burning all afternoon. It is a common harassment tactic. I mentioned it to a friend with a medical background, also a TI. She told me that they elicit a histamine response via their electronics which causes the itching.

They do elicit my terrorist responses.  I'd love to tie one down and tickle his tiny little balls with a propane torch, but, of course, that is totally impossible and preposterous to contemplate, but it would be fun...

I will leave my revenge up to my beloved God.  Everyone dies.  They will cross over as we all do, and, if you doubt that, there are several good books on so-called "near-death" experiences.

From what I have been able to ascertain over the past few decades, their experiences will be singularly unpleasant.

They continue to harass me with emailed life insurance solicitations.  The way they have been hitting me almost since my lady left for Europe on March 19, they very well may have killed me.  I am tired constantly, tired and weak.

Their cowardice knows no bounds!  Spewed from Satan's asshole, without doubt!  Slowly murdering a 75 year-old disabled man who is alone but for his furry friend takes no courage whatsoever to accomplish.

So we will see...