It's too quiet...

They backed off the heavy electronic attacks a few weeks ago, so I am expecting them to recommence at any time.

This has been the pattern for years. Attack me intensely for two or three weeks and then back off for a couple of months.

All I can do is wait and see. One might think they would have their revenge by now, since this has been going on in one form or another since 1982.

But if you are a targeting victim, you're in for life. Make no mistake about it.

I know others who have been in this program since they were children. The stories are too disconcerting to relate here. Suffice it to say that pedophilia and "white slavery" are heavily involved.

What we have here are a group of psychiatrists and government torturers attacking people, average American citizens, more women than men, attempting to isolate and impoverish targets while slowly disabling and eventually killing us with electronic weapons, conducting experiments, psychological operations and physical harassment, simply because they can.

These people are the manifestation of pure evil on the face of the planet. If there is a hell, there is a special corner reserved for these psychotic, sadistic freaks. The sooner they get there, the better.

They've really backed off the last couple of weeks, but this is the usual pattern.

Attack mercilessly for a week. Then back off for a while to prevent habituation.

So I expect an attack at any time.

Have you noticed what is going on around the country? The left is getting more and more desperate as average American citizens get off their couches and hit the streets.

States are beginning to rebel against the totalitarians in the congress and the white house. Obama is going to get his ass handed to him in November.

Vote all the corrupt bastards out! The entire government is a continuing criminal enterprise.

Invest in gold and ammunition. You will very likely need both.

Don't Tread On Me!!

Privacy invasion again...

Why am I not surprised? The scumbag that periodically invades my bedroom while I'm sleeping did it again last night. He has this thing about turning on my right hearing aid. Don't know why. Probably makes his little dick hard, goofing around on me like that. No matter where I hide the hearing aids, he manages to get his filthy hands on them and turns the right one on. I guess this is supposed to be another psy op. It's a dismal failure, because the right battery outlasts the left battery by a substantial margin, and the VA gives me all the batteries I can ever use, anyway, plus some spares.

He also stole a round of .375 H&H ammo from a box I left on the bedside table. One round. He's into stealing one round of ammo from various boxes scattered around the house. Been doing it for years. What a fucking clown! It's funny. I either buy more or make more, according to the caliber. I have a ton of .375 and .458 and a bunch of pistol ammo, too. One of these days, I'm gonna get off my lazy ass and load up all the bullets I have in various boxes. I don't shoot pistols much anymore, anyway. Lost interest when my shooting buddies started spending big bucks on target guns to play the silly game, Lawn Steel, that we've been playing for several years.

I love to shoot it, but I can't compete with millionaires and I'm not in the business of contributing nickels to Bill Coe or Roger Allen because I'm shooting all I can afford to shoot and they're shooting $3000.00 handguns. All the fun has gone out of it. If Coe can't outshoot me on an equal basis, he buys something more accurate than I have and beats me that way. Talk about a fragile ego...he's just that way. A little guy who has to beat the big guys. He's always been that way, so to hell with Lawn Steel. It was fun while it lasted.

The range opens again tomorrow and I'm probably going out to shoot my .375 or the carbine. Got the carbine down pat. Zeroed and can shoot tight groups with it at 100 yards from a rest. Now, all I need is a good optical sight. I'm working on that. We'll see...

Long layoff...

I am in contact with several other TI's. I am learning a lot about my situation. I am under attack as I write this. Am taking Oxycontin for a badly injured back and shoulder. I was feeling really fine for the past three hours, so I turned up the radio loud and was chatting with another TI on Skype. Suddenly, I started feeling, for want of a better term, stoned, as if I had taken too much Oxycontin. My head feels like a balloon and I am almost drunk with the reaction to the RF directed at me right now. I will struggle through this and post it.

These people give animals a bad name. I am in contact with a victim of the Open Eyes project. She has been cultivated in Monarch, also and has undergone physical abuse in the form of beatings, receiving several broken ribs and a broken leg. This beating was covered up as a car accident.

It is truly amazing what these people are capable of. Torture is their business. They are trying to get even with me, but I will persevere. Fuck 'em. ESAD, scumbags. ESAD!

Fucking CIA. Demonic. If the average American knew what these people are capable of, there would be a violent revolution in this country. There still may be. These secrets will come out. There are a lot of people publishing their experiences and eventually it will become too publicized to hide any longer.

If you do a Google search on Wanderings, my blog doesn't appear, so no one will ever read this stuff. I will post my URL on the FFCHs website for other TI's to read.

A suggestion: read William E. Henley's poem, INVICTUS. I LIVE BY THESE WORDS. IT MAY HELP YOU, ALSO.

They're really going at it...

Woke up this morning with my head feeling like balloon. Back was hurting so I took an oxy and a gabapentin. The backache and headache are now gone. I have a secret weapon that negates the symptoms generated by the attacks that substantially reduces the after-effects. It worked today as well.

An old friend called me from down under and we spoke of what now may be described as "the old days." Seems like yesterday we were partying in Papua New Guinea.

Live your life to the fullest, because it will fly by like a meteorite streaking across the sky. One day you're 16, wanting to be 21 and the next day, you're 67, wondering how you managed to survive all those incredible risks you took, just for fun. That's not counting the ones you took for profit and to give the Feds the middle-finger salute. It was great!

Attack in progress...

Woke up this morning with the same old symptoms. Feeling that rotten sensation. Head expanding. A new microwave burn on my right arm. They're getting cranked up again. It's the same old pattern. Here we go again.

Another petty theft...

Woke up this morning feeling pretty good, which is usually an indication that a scumbag has been in the house while I slept.

Sure enough, when I opened my gun safe to retrieve some optics in order to go the the range and chronograph some new handloads, a box of .458 500 grain Hornady bullets was gone. There were approximately 17 bullets in the box, and the box was sitting on the shelf right in front on top of a box of .375 bullets.

The .458's are gone. I will order two more boxes from Midway when my SS check arrives, along with some powder that turns the .458 Win into a Lott, or almost. 2200fps out of a 500 grain bullet. The Lott offers 2300 at subatantially increased recoil.

Not a problem, but it's just another example of petty theft on behalf of these scumbags.

On Derrick Robinson's website, and among the targeted victim community, these criminals are referred to as "perps", for perpetrators. I prefer the more accurate descriptive term of "scumbags." A used condom still dripping with cream. It fits them. They drip slime wherever they go and they are used like a condom, to protect themselves and others.

More later. I will list the items I remember that have been stolen from me over the years. I have kept a list. Interesting reading, if anyone is reading this besides the scumbags.

Have a nice day...