Last night I made a mistake. I severed my friendship with Stalked In Oklahoma. I could no longer deal with the levels of torment that she is suffering. I am only a man, an old man, and very tired of this war I've been engaged in for well over thirty years. I worry myself sick about her, trapped as she is among psychopaths who torture her endlessly. I hit an emotional breaking point and told her I could no longer bear to hear the stories of her torment, so I severed the relationship.
Today, I am filled with regret. She is retaliating by cutting off all contacts through social media and her blog, and I can't blame her. As is said in the Christian Bible, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned."
I have attempted to apologise. I have been unsuccessful.
So I am offering a public apology here.
I will always love you, V. You must understand that you are not the only one who feels agony. Last night, I could bear it no longer, so I snapped. We all have our breaking points. Last night, I reached mine.
What is done is done. I hope that she will reconsider. If she does not, we are both the worse off for it.
It will be an empty world without her.
2 comments:
Friends don't sell each other out, they don't turn their backs on each other and if they need a little space we graciously give it. Even Our Lord Jesus, was overcome by the people with leprosy. NO ONE can handle a constant diet of pain. So here's one for you baby, a friend loves you. Always and forever. No harm done, I'm always on your side.
Thanks. No one can wear iron armor 100% of the time. It gets very heavy.
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