This old warrior is still here, regardless of their decades-long depredations. So do not quit.  Never, ever quit! You out there, you who are curled up on the floor in a ball, weeping, surrendering , DO NOT SURRENDER TO THESE PSYCHOPATHS! These psychopaths who seek to control and destroy your immortal souls!  That is their ultimate goal.  YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  Never quit!  Never, EVER quit. All you have to lose are your lives.  And what are they? A blink in Time's eye.  But we are here for a purpose. Fulfill yours. There is God.  Ask for his help and he will succor you.  He has me, as recently as last night.