Alone here...encircled by treachery...fighting...never surrendering...

If you want to truly lose your misery and allow yourself to reach all that is good within you, spend the next 2:24:07 absorbing this...

Music.  Salve for the soul.  Assuage the torment.  A respite.

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=h_csfX_OEGA